The short form of, "Henceforth, this journal shall be friends-locked."


Original picture here.

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I--SORRY FOR DOUBLE-POSTING. BUT I NEED TO SPAZZ.

( MIYUU-SAMA--er, Chrome Shelled Regios fangasm )

I finally bought vols. 1-2 of Takeshi Maekawa's Animal Sense. I...kind of have mixed feelings for it. XD";; I prefer his Tekken Chinmi series because there's SO MUCH MORE hot action, but AS has more cute guys--there's Sou! It's full of handsome (by Maekawa-sensei standards, that is) high-schoolers. No more mean, bald, big-muscled baddies! XD
Ryukai was kind of hot despite being bald though. XD";;

ANYWAY, IN CELEBRATION OF THE RECENT SUIKODEN RADIO DRAMA.

( Art because I'm laaaame )

My daddy told me something funny over dinner a few days back. He said that Happiness isn't about doing what you like, but about liking what you do.
...I think it works both ways. =__=";; I didn't tell him that, but...oh well.

Anyway, A FEW THINGS THAT I FORGOT TO MENTION BEFORE.

( SD Part II - notes )

EDIT: Catching up with Reborn. XD";; Hibarin is SHOWY. He's strong, he's got style but...WTF HE'S SO SHOWY. HIS ATTACKS ARE MORE SHINY THAN MIST ILLUSIONISTS. XDDD

For fyretoppaaa.

( cutting because my post got too long. XD HOLY SHITS, SUIKODEN. )

EDIT: SUIKODEN TIERKREIS. SUIKODEN RADIO DRAMA.
OH MY GOD kurot IS IT TRUE?! F-F-F-FUKUJUN AS LUC!!!!! KOYASU AS GREMIO AND ISHIDA AKIRA AS TED!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥

OH MY GOD, OH MY GOD. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I'M SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!
Although I have mixed feelings about Koyasu as Gremio. Uh...Koyasu going "Suzuken-sama Tir-sama how's the stew today? Too hot? Too cold? Too salty?" XDDDD HOLY SHIIIIIIITTTTT.

EDIT2: HOLY SHOT I AM SO GLAD I HAVE frappetique IN MY F-LIST.

KONITAN AS VIKTOR

MY DREAM CAME TRUE
CAN THIS BE REAL
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Nakamura Yuuichi as Flik~~~ FLIK FLIK FLIIIIIK~~~~ ♥♥♥

Also, Suikoden Tierkreis HAS KONITAN, KAKIHARA AND OKIAYU. OH MY GOD. OKIAYU AS THE MAIN CHARACTER.
/spazz spazz
OMGGGGGG KONITAAAAAAAANNNNN. I think I can expect what personality Dirk would have. XD KONITAAAAAAAN!!!!!!! ♥♥♥

...I want to draw Suikoden now dammit. T___T

EDIT3: Self-reference: Aug 27th, here. The GS comm says it'll be updated EVERY WEDNESDAY~~~~ Crap, dude, time to replay GSI? It wasn;t as good as II though...

( 80S Part V (FINAL) + commentary--or more specifically, rant )

Looks like I can work on my SD now, anyway. HERE I GO. WAIT FOR ME, LAI AND SMI.
I've got my entire script typed out by now. It's going to be a lot better (and longer, eww) than this 80S one, I promise! :D

For kurot.

( =__= )

...anyway.


...your birthday IS around this period, right? I never got any exact confirmations from you yourself--I'm someone who simply has to confirm every bit of detail or I'll get really paranoid--and if it isn't then 70% of this post is embarrassingly meaningless and will be locked. =////////=";;
Have a baby Dino to take home! XD

( SD Doujin. ...In progress. )

And and and. Aemi Aemi (kiwi_fruit144) LOOK AT WHAT I FOUND!!



DOESN'T IT BRING BACK MEMORIES?! XDDDD

I'M NOT GOING TO READ ANYTHING PAST 200, DAMMIT. YOU GUYS AND YOUR UKE YAMAMOTO. ;__; Uwaaaa.

Guuuuhhh my posts are always long recently. ;__; SORRY GUYS. The lack of constant internet access has forced me to update in dumps.

GUYS. SORRY. MIA-ed FOR A WEEK. =__=";;
REALLY REALLY SORRY.
SHALL GO CATCH UP WITH F-LIST NOW.

This post will be edited later.

( EDIT DONE. =__= )

STILL SIFTING THROUGH F-LIST. WHEW.
I'M SO SORRY YOUR LIVES HAS BEEN KIND OF HORRIBLE. ...if not school, it'd be fandom or doujinshi projects... XD you guys are all peas in a pod.
Sorry if I didn't reply to all the entries? I read them all, but I just don't know what to say. =__=

POSTING WHILE I HAVE THE CHANCE.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAGA NEE-CHAMA. ♥♥♥ I know I'm one day early, but I have no intentions of going online tomorrow so I can work on my doujin. So I thought I'd post it today while I have the chance.:D
I er. First time with Lal. I'M SORRY IF THIS SUCKS. I-I don't even like Lal, or ColoLal at that matter so...yeah ;;;
I know I said I might be able to like it once, but I guess it's tough liking anything that has nothing to do with Yamacchan. *SIGH*
WHY ARE MY COLOURS SO MESSY BAAAAAHHH. DDDDB

Oh and. This one's for rukawagf, for being such a sweetie~ *__*

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GOOD MOTHER OF SKIES I FREAKING LOVE 199.
WHY CAN'T ALL REBORN CHAPTERS HAVE YAMAMOTO IN IT BE LIKE 199.
*is more motivated to work on my 80S now*
I'll go...catch up with the non-Yamacchan pages / chapters some other time. =__=";;
I DON'T CARE WHAT ANYONE SAYS, IT'S 80S, DAMMIT. D8<

First up. Sorry for double-posting--had to split my post into 2, because Junjou fangirling + gifts + doujin + Chinmi = one super long post even I won't want to read. So.

EVEN THOUGH I'M JUNJOU HIGH AT THE MOMENT.



Okay. Crappy fanart is crappy, but djsfhksjdfgs CHINMI. ♥♥♥
DOES ANY OF YOU KNOW THIS SERIES.
FLAIL WITH ME. ;;;

I really don't feel so good about my pages after watching Junjou, but I guess I gotta do this while I have the chance.

( 80S Part III )

( JUNJOU ROMANTICA 4 - 11 )

...I want the singles to the OP and ED themes ;__;
GOD JUNJOU MAKES ME CRY.
I LOVE IT. I LOVE IT. I FREAKING LOVE IT.

RISU + ELPHIE I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY.
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU.

( HERE, HAVE A COOKIE. )

...AAAAHHHH. ♥♥♥
I WANT EPISODE 12. I WANT EPISODE 12. I WANT EPISODE 12. WHERE ARE YOU, EPISODE 12. *flails*
*doesn't feel like watching other anime anymore*

Oh and. HAPPY BIRTHDAY gridchan!!!

No one reminded me that I had stupidly forgotten to do something for June. D8



( Large full-size + Birthday notes )

By the way, um, anyone on the opinion that I should create a separate journal just to compile artworks (which would make this one a bitching-only journal)? Or do you think that things are great as they are? /:
I think things are good as it is--I mean, I don't produce lots of stuff and all my artwork kind of sucks anyway. It's just that I've been real lazy with my tags so finding old artwork becomes difficult.
...then again, I doubt anyone would want to see those monsters. -__-";;

Oh and. Remember that super emo post I made almost two weeks back, when I said I wanted someone to talk to but couldn't get any (With the size of my f-list, I think it's kind of amazing)? I received a few concerned messages after that (took me a whole week to get to them, though). Thing is, my RL situation upsets me in an amazingly dismal manner, and I'm just seriously ugly when I get upset. Those few messages touched me in an incredible way, and I thought, man, you guys are so awesome I'm hardly worth your time. So I'll be sparing you guys the agony.

Thank you so much for your concern! ...I truly meant what I said back then. We don't need to talk, really--just us having each other around is super enough for me. ♥

Those of you for whom I owe stuff, I'm...working on them. ;;
ELPHIE WHY ARE YOU NEVER ON ANYMORE. WHO AM I SUPPOSED TO SHOW MY CRAP OFF TO?

And HEY THAR tininess~!! ♥ I've actually wanted to add you for some time now, I'm just too chicken to ask. xD";;
Uhhh long post is long.

Got this from bakamandy's journal, because I am FAIL for not keeping up with DA.

SQUARE ENIX: THE WORLD ENDS WITH YOU CHALLENGE

I may not be able to take part in it (sob WHY IS MY ART SKILLS SO FAIL.) BUT IF THE REST OF YOU F-LIST CHUMPS WHO CAN DRAW LIKE GODS WOULD TAKE PART. kiwi_fruit144, haruko_o, isxelle and others: I think this goes pretty well in your portfolios next time? :D

Of course, the downside about participants outside of US, Canada and Mexico not getting the game itself: but hey, you get cash equivalents, so I don't think it's all too bad.
think of the portfolio. THE PORTFOLIO. XD

Otherwise, I thought the Concept Art Boards upped for the competition are SO PRETTY. GAH DRAWING URGES. ;;; S-SquareEnix is SUCH SPECIALTY. *saves pages*

Dude, the game looks so pretty. D: I want it when it's out. ;;;

So yeah, bakamandy, I see no reason why you shouldn't join. >: |

That aside, I NEED MIKISHIN CDs. ;; D-Does anyone know of any good titles I ought to try? D:

I usually use Imageshack, but it's APPARENTLY DYING ON ME TODAY and I need to submit my page_battle entry. :<

Can someone pinpoint me to the direction of a good image hosting site which DOES NOT resize stuff like Photobucket does?

Thanks!

*scuttles off for driving lessons*

OH MY GOD

THE REAL EYESHIELD 21 IS SO HOT ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

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OH MY GOD, CHRISTMAS BOWL SHOWDOWN.
OH GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO.
WHY WAS I LATE IN CATCHING UP.

dhgfhdsjfgjshgd FINALLY BACK FROM THE LONG DELAY.
I'm so sorry for the wait!!

( Forget about the lame title everyone )

shiome: Er regarding the doujin purchase. W-What is it that you'd like me to draw. D:
overfly: I kind of figured out my NDS stuff. Seems like I only forgot a plugin or two, ahaha. Thanks regardless!
frappetique: GS pics coming soon!!! I'll try to get them up as quickly as I can!!

Kay gotta ruuuuuush
Gawd parents it's still 9.

I have at least 4 illusts + page_battle submissions + other stuff to do by the end of April 12.

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w-where am I going to find the time O__O";;

Also: Thank you very much for all the encouraging comments, everyone! I'm going to try to be more positive and work hard on my art. .__. Hopefully, I'll be able to come up with better pictures from now on~
tales_fan, I better see you online when I need to. >: |

Speaking of which, March is coming to an end.
That's...really fast. .__.

For frappetique. Ignore that crap picture, I know it's not very good. I just wanted to do something to console myself; so I won't feel guilty for not doing anything for you. -___-";; I-I'd just like you to note my birthday wish: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MARU-HON~!!!!
I realize I've been coming up with a lot of crap pictures of late. .__. Which, after today, with Maru's picture, I have decided to put an end to.

I've been really lazy of late when it comes to drawing--mostly because everything I do doesn't seem to come out the way I want it. Something is missing, my proportion is always wrong, my colours are ALWAYS screwed--not very encouraging.

Having kurot around in my f-list is a really amazing boost, though! I'm just so awed at how GORGEOUSLY she draws, and how she manages to stay EXCEEDINGLY HUMBLE at the same time. She just won't listen to us when we tell her that she deserves every ounce of glory her pictures earn. -sighs-
Kurot-saaan. How is everyone else (who doesn't draw as well as you do) supposed to be confident of their own work when you don't even feel good about your own. (NO I WASN'T TRYING TO SOUND SARCASTIC ABOVE. I MEAN IT.)

Kay I shall return to work. Thanks for taking care of the profile, Aliice ;__; Y-You're a saviour~

EDIT: Because I get the feeling that I'm annoying people of late, and I'm POSITIVE of that fact. So go on, people, I won't be sad. I'd only be sad probably if there's nothing to futher improve about myself.
HONESTY MEME

Yeah, so. Happy Birthday sentaisquirrel!! It should be pretty obvious, but yes, this piece was super rushed. Or rather, I'm just slow. And lazy. x__X Sorry.

colouringly is pretty much ready! XD And I've made my first post. Now if only tales_fan was around; I can get her to give me straight, honest comments. :<

SUIKODEN DOUJINSHI IS SO AWESOME. OH MY GOD. ;;;
T-T-The Anthoooo
Go Go Prince's Nights!!

I like colouring SO MUCH better thank drawing/ inking now. Aaaaah.

OH MY GOD
LONG LIVE HIGH QUALITY!!!!

Thank you SO much, Risu dear, Reborn's 4th OP seriously kickass!!!! Perhaps it is because there was SO LITTLE Yamacchan in the third OP that anime crew decides to add more Yamacchan screentime in the 4th OP; whatever the case, HE REALLY DID HAVE QUITE A BIT OF SCREENTIME IN THERE. AND HE HAD HOT ACTION. HOT, HOT ACTION!!! Lord save me, small wonder Yamacchan grew in me so quick!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH
Y-Yamakkun is making Reborn SO worthwhile. GOD YES THANK YOU ANIME CREW AND EVERYONE.
Eeeeek, can I SIGH any LOUDER!! ♥♥♥♥♥ Now I hafta watch 74 sometime soon ;___;
/swoons

Secondly:



FASTEST CRAP PICTURE EVER. I'M SORRY IT'S SUPER RUSHED. SLAP ME, KILL ME, WHATEVER.
OMG I'm sorry, Kiwi-senseeeiii!! I failed you! ;___;
I-I'll work harder, really-- x__X

Lastly: The voting table for page_battle's Preliminaries is out.
Gosh, my crappy entry sticks out like a sore thumb. XD";;